My son,
It is always a struggle to trust me and my goodness. The sinful world you live in always seeks to lead you astray. Satan will always whisper in your ear that this time I am leading you down the wrong path, that this time I am leading you to disaster when the path you want is obviously the path of ease and comfort. To practice faith is to trust in my goodness when you cannot see the future. I have promised in my word that my plan for you is for a future and a hope. Certainly that means eternity with me in heaven, but it also means a life growing in me on this earth. Yes, I did ask my son Jesus, to sacrifice his life for yours and so many others. I will ask you to sacrifice your dreams, ease, comfort, wealth, etc. for my kingdom. In so doing I will still provide you with goodness. Oh, it may not come in the form of comfort and ease you desire on this earth, but I am trustworthy. Put aside your desire and follow me.
Trustworthy, I AM
Verses for consideration: Romans 8:18-21, John 14:1-4, 1 Timothy 1:12-17